Tuesday, December 25, 2007

㊉㊈㊐ my First 19 Day ①⑨

my mum just went out too early without asking me in the morning visit, and she bought me nasi lemak as my break1st at my 19 first day ㊐.
It just very annoy with the taste of it especially been eaten this for whole week. Surprisingly

my mum 4gotten my birthday. Later at 6 she asked me go company her to visit dad, just enter the room, my dad wish me happy birthday even trough he not feel like talking much cuz of his illness, then my mum only realized it, we sit they, serve my dad, talk, hear him out bout some kind of crappy stuff, then continued sit they, til 9pm plus only leave, almost 10pm so they r ntng much to eat, l suggest eat maggie mee at home, my mum agree.

Somehow house dun have any maggie mee left coz it all eaten by my maid, sound so wonderful dramatic script that cant even fulfil my dinner with 2 pack of worthless maggie mee, then eat cup noodles.

Monday, December 24, 2007

how touching it is

is doesnt mean that I will cry out and wet my pants, but just kinda happy bout the feelings, is like
yay ~! still got fren fren buddy rmb my birthday after all, currently only 3 so far, hav to thx them.
Arianna was my a very mafan good little sister as we treat each other as,
she greet me quite early but is ok with it, the touching1 is my old time long buddy, I used to call him Fai Fai,
altough we dint used to chat with each other for quite some time, he still rmb my bthday
and wish me exactly at the accurate right 12am, feel so Touched =D. and Dom did wish me 2, so glad ~
Merry Xmas every1

the not so good day


afternoon, company daddy to admit to hospital, some how he wan reconfirm by 1 doctor that dif from the hospital he should admit at, then we take another 1 and half hour time by doing that, we arrive late at that hospital later and finally.

then we sit they 2 hours only got nursing serve us, ya sit that waited til everything was fine that included daddy sleep well. Then walk under rain to the car at car park, have a little traffic back home.

Friday, December 21, 2007

Sun had rised, but darkness will never fall

After woke up at 7, take a bath, then get in the car and reach to Hospital at 7:40 around. As usual hand carry way on shoulder to the that section, hand the letter to the nurse at counter that written by the doctor to suggest go here. and then need jalan to make an appointment 1st, very fast, then call us sit they wait for our turn, just 8 at that moment, so we sat at the chair they, but pretty fast =D, it just took 40 minits even they're empty. then go next next section and to the counter to sumit the form, smt like restri thingy, then another very gangster looking nurse call Micky that he told us kindly sit they and wait (real kind, just the face like gangster that all).
Ok, we sat they for 2 hours + as l expected, not too long at all, and another nurse like pity us and come tell us the same thingys that doctor we going to see call Christopher Lee really still busy somewhere else, and suggested us to seek another Doctor call Dr.Wong, and but however she's kinda busy too, but at least she's available, so we just took another 60 minits plus to wait.
Finally my poor Daddy was summoned at last, to seek for her masjesty, 1st jalan to take blood test to recomfirmed of his sickness, take X-Ray to see inner body condition at downstairs like freezing to death at that room, and that kinda free nurse Micky helping my dad all along by leading, and pushing the wheel chair with my daddy on it, and at last seek for her again, and my dad told me and mum to makan 1st.
We head to the cafeteria, but is a fully malay type canteen, all malay food, oni malay that none chinese they, my mum bought herself a lunch and Da Pau some foot for maid, l fully lost my appetite over they, the food is look so terrible, so I company mum makan 1st some how an annoying cat appeared next to out table, fell so dirty and like Gosh~ . And we head back to that section wait my daddy, he's still in a conversation with Dr.Wong in that room, so we sat outside continuously waitting, the clock had reach almost 12, and at last my dad came out and was told that monday need to hav another detaily, clear body checked and writing a doctor appointment script for monday, somehow she took that peace of small paper like another 20 minits, funny ! XD
My dad starving and finally get that paper and go donw took some medicines, and we went to a restaurant for vegetarian foods (non meat) for healthy and not bad taste and makan thier luch, my break1st they. we ordered some veges, meat like flour and soup and rices. unbeleveable that include gov.tax that charge us 138RM LOL, but however taste nice la, and we reached home at 2:30 around, end.
(but however we wait until like the guy in picture above) (thats not us obvious, japan freak)

Thursday, December 20, 2007

As we use to know, Darkness is Endless


dying part, at afternoon serve Daddy til evening, l tot it is just thats all, but No actualy.
later night, l passed by my dad when l try to drink water, l asked him do u wan massage? he says wan,
then l take like 15 minits less on shoulder and back massage for him, is peace of cake,
later on, l watch my favourite tv show on TVB8 which is old TVB drama at 8pm, l watch everyday, l really rare to watch astro for long time alredy but still addicted to that show, my Daddy's good fren come to our house to visit him, very rare2, somehow when l concentrate watching that show, my dad call me go his room which is upstairs help him take a box, and l ran down as quick as l could to catch up that show and passed to dad, few minits again, he repeated the same thing, grab something to show his fren, 3rd time grab and pass to him, and 4th time is dif, is go downstairs to call mum help him find his watch for showing fren fren, so the most enjoying moment was disturbed 4th time, ........ Jeez crap ✸✸✸

Darkness continuasly Spam! ヾ(゚д゚)ノ゙


is like his mouth shape says 'SHT!'
real shtty stuff comes after the Bad morning,
when I tot peacefully stay next to this pc,
my mum call me dress up and company dad to hospital,
but actualy is tomorow , but my mum afraid that will not going so well if we dont do some preperation that we needed to know the road, exactly the room etc.. and so on that in case we blur out at that moment, then take like 30 minits to reach they finaly.
After we reach they, that daddy dont want a wheel chair and need me to carry him with lay a hand on my shoulder as l did b4 this few days, cos not really in good condition that my dad cant stand probably by himself, is very fine, somehow really abit suffering that he like wrestling lock my neck quite tight, close to cant breath, and pain, is like 'crap ~ my neck going split into half' really pain at my neck bone.
take like 15 minit to check out the location and carry him to toilet and all the way ppl look at me like real weirdos, as if Im kidnaping that uncle kind of looking eyes.

shtty part2
that after back to car l tot finaly l can R.I.P aredy, and my dad wanna go makan, and we head to a shopping mall call Damas, so my dad is a very picky characteristic, so like quite hard to entertain his appetite and healthy situation, finaly we decided to makan at Pancake House that got alot pancake choices, unexpected unfortunately that daddy wanted to sit outside the shop altough inside real empty (had no idea). Since Dad is not really got good eyesight, without his spec, and altough he has but doesnt know how to read it, l hav to flip pages by pages explain to him, spend 10 minits on the menu, finaly ordered, he take few pieces of mini size pancake and he stop eating aredy, and the lamb chop l ordered is not so good... btw, is damn alot ppl passed by or far away looking at me eating since is outside the shop, feel so embarrassed that coz by daddy. Later on since in shopping mall l tend to finaly rarely wanted to buy DVD instead of borrowing, and that shop selling price had rised, real retarted,
normal DVD that is 15 and DVD9 is 25rm, OMFG. how come the price so 2pidly expansive ?!?! but no choice that they selling anime that l wanted in cantonese version, then l spend 30 on both disc. come back home then have to carry dad to top floor, lay hand on my neck + shoulder = pain and stress. ~
Honestly, I felt the stressed this time was more then facing SPM. (*)


Wednesday, December 19, 2007

1st like happy but then OMGosh~




smt terrible in this morning ~
1st ~ is like Dammit, my break1st is Nasi Lemak again ~ bored ~ hav this break1st 4 times in this week.

2nd ~ is somehow l manage to ask permit from the colourwolf.blog owner in msn, that kindly ask for name approval from him for using that name to replace this1 purpose, and surprisingly he accepted my request and he really remove that name from his blog that 'colourwolf' change to smt else ~ ^^.
But somehow unexpected that's an error said that name is not available when l key in, is like WTH. Waited few days for owner to on9 and get that approval and still cant use that name ~!

3rd, smt more 2pid retarted, my voehTV ( a download clip software ) had counter error/virus ~ that made me restart for 5-7 times, shoosh ~! but once off it when start of pc it seem like run smooth.. l take that as a fix..

a terrible morning ~ Gosh

not so happy moment (´-` )


smt now so happy happened recently, that is my good daddy health condition that seem not so good, very worry bout him ~ now just try to be good him, stay beside him, obey wad he say even smt not so right as much as l could,
l wish he can recover ASAP, l hav to pray god more for god blessing ~ namo olitofu ~

Monday, December 17, 2007

Yayness Banzai !! and new id


Yayness Banzai ~!
at the moment I web surfing, downloading and updating my ID(above) last night at 4am late, that l found out some pro DA user had placed my Santa on her journal for X'Mas display purpose ~
and this morning another 2 user had Fav my Santa ~! Happy ever after =D
and this is my new updated ID and look slightly better ~ done in PS.Element4.ver

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Lameness may make accidents sometimes (*-`ω´- )


jeez ~ crap ~ chatting with 1 of my very Lannyness kind of fren since he used to be lame all the times and try to lame with him2, but the result was get hit on the head ~! Dammit ~ AssGuy! (≧ε≦ )

Friday, December 14, 2007

Santa Jack Sparrow


X'Mas around the corner ~ here's come the Santa Jack Sparrow.
1 of my favourite crappy creation ~ wish u a happy X'mas this year =D

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